Deep Inner Gaming

If you read this whole blog (good luck), you'll know that I had a horrible case of one-itis for the past 6-7 months. One man came to my rescue early on, Indy. He told me about the game and introduced me into the community, starting with Bristol Lair and the book, The Game. My life has not been the same since. No, I am not a PUA yet, but even as an RAFC I feel the difference in my existence. There is hope! There is power! My life is just beginning, not over, as I felt before (how depressing). I'm only 25 and I'm learning a skill that most men could not even imagine acquiring.

Indy got into an LTR about three weeks after he told me about the community, and while she was a great girl, it killed his game. He just got out and we are back! But we're starting from the most inner part of the game, the "inner game." To understand this better, we are regularly watching the David DeAngelo "Deep Inner Gaming" series. Even within the first hour of video, we've already started realizing a lot about ourselves and the way our brains work (for example, I estimated that I personally spend about 90% of my day living in the past or future, not the present, which is why making decisions or learning new things is so incredibly difficult).

We're going to spend an hour per day for the next 90 days reviewing this material so we understand it. I'll publish a full report on the series after we complete and describe if the "Mind OS" system can really make a huge difference in my life.

After Deep Inner Gaming, we're moving on to Cocky Comedy and then to the best outer gaming guru, Mystery. We're hoping to roll with Mystery some weekend in the next few months.