Focus on Women

I've discovered that this alpha male shit works really well in my life, but again I find myself scared around women. Why do I fear women so much? It's tearing me apart. I don't even think it's fear of rejection; I think it's fear of finding one, liking her, and losing her, which has been a common theme in my life, starting with my mother dying when I was 16. It will take a lot of inner gaming to fix this problem. The road ahead is long and painful, but I must walk it.